2009 and how i got all and nothing.

2009 has been the craziest and most interesting year so far, though also the most weakening, depressing and scariest. I wont go into details, but just pick out the milestones.

i lost my job as an art director.
spent half a year loving someone who doesnt love me.
put half my energy in building up a portrait photographer career and kind of, succeeded.
the other half went into spending the most beautiful and long summer outside or on my balcony bbqs with friends.
before christmas some broke into my appartment and stole everything of value.
because they found the key in the mailbox the insurance company will probably pay nothing.
so christmas started awful, but therefor with a lot of love.
my head is empty right now, but almost ready to be filled again.

right now i'm laying in bed, trying to recharge and get my head as clear as possible for the next year,
which i'm really looking forward to.

i hope you all had a lovely christmas and i wish you all the best for 2010.

♥

ailine